Thursday, February 08, 2007
its final. the Olevel results will be released tmr at 2.30pm.should i say i'm worried, nervous, scared, frightened or fearful?i really have no idea; my mind is like floating between all types of feelings that i cant explain it.all i know is that i seriously screwed up my Os and i did not manage to perform to my very best. for that, im absolutely disappointed in myself. i know it best- no one will understand how badly i did my paper.deep down in my heart i really want to remain in sajc but reality will show everything tmr. i'm not trying to be a pessimistic soul here but im just preparing for the worst. i dont want to give myself false hopes and be ultimately disappointed in the end.so yes, what is done is done, just like what joshua said: 'worry or dont worry you still cant change anything. so no point worrying.' ive been trying to put this issue off my mind but it seems that mentioning it is inevitable in almost every conversation. all of a sudden during gp tutorial today, mr randy suddenly stopped and told me; 'elaine, i can sense you are deep down worried in your heart. tell me more about it' oh gosh, i didnt know why he said that! in the end i realised he majored in psychology.haha. but aiya that was like so random of him. anyways, i've more or less gotten my day planned out;pon school tmr. wake up early.have a fufilling breakfaststart off with some cny baking. meet sarah and have a wonderful lunch.head to tkgs for results.stuff it into my bag immediately without looking. find someone (hopefully jess) to go out for some fun.return home and then reveal my results to myself. accept it and have a good rest. whoo~ that shall be it! hopefully i will be able to stick to it and not ruin my entire day. it wouldnt be doomsday but instead accept-my-fate day. whether staying in sajc, going to temasek poly or whatsoever, its what i achieved and brought upon on myself.so yes, i'll see you guys tmr at school! back to today. we started off with PE in the morning. it a damn hilarious lesson (: 07S25 played floorball among our own class. mr soh assissted both teams for half a game each but our team still won with a 6-4 score. dominic and ziyond (yona!) were damn chiong lar. the funniest part was that sophia brought a whistle and they took turns blowing it during the game. haha then mr soh was so puzzled, and kept asking " WHO IS IT?!?". lol but no one answered and he went around suspecting pple =p how lame.for econs tutorial, lyndon chua didnt do any scolding cause we got mr yit to sit in for our lesson. lol, we're damn smart. so for once, we had a proper econs lesson without stupid lyndon chua flaring up and scolding nonsense. and he ACTED like such a nice CT. physics was quite slack as well. we had a quiz that was pretty cool. each of us were given somesort like a remote control and we just had to press our answers. the com will then receive the signal and collaborate how many pple answered it correctly and calculate our total score. gp was bad. randy gill kinda flared up and made yinghui bring our projectwork over from home(although she's sick with an mc). and worse, yinghui came but we didnt have time to present. wth. after school, ruiqi and i headed down to vivocity for lunch. SUPERDOG.
my second time here.here's our Fresh Chicken Burger (i'm eating the same old thing!)
Superdog's regular fries
the superdog staff happened to be giving out coupons at the mrt station so this whole Fresh Chicken Burger Super Regular Meal with an iced lemon tea cost only $5.60. we both had the same thing.went to the POSB office at harbourfront centre to acknowledge and activate my NETS card. yays i've finally got it! shopped at daiso and we both bought plenty of random stuffs. haha. 
lovely ruiqi & me.dinner was with mummy and sis at Toa Payoh's Ocean Curry Fishhead. my rice;
the rice they shared
not too bad, but the quality have dropped. the crowd seem to lesser as well, compared to last time. 7 Feb Wednesdaythe slackest day of the week- wednesday. 1 tutorial and 3 lectures. i ponned the 90min chem lecture cause i was really really tired. slept at the balcony while yinghui xiaoshi cindy stephanie played bridge. but i forgone the bikini shopping trip with them and attended the other 2 lectures. so proud of myself =pwas dismissed at 2, then stayed for awhile at the gallery with claire. 
we watched the aneroxic(spelling mistake) grace run 4km. oh man, grace is starting to get bullimic as well; shes like forcing out all that she eats. gross man. left around half an hour later to take 31 to marine parade. waited at the library for dear to finish his presentation at school. off to eat the wonderful hokkien mee i recommended!
certainly no regrets eating this. yummy~next we managed to find our way back to The Cheesecake Cafe, as we promised each other! shared 3 cheesecakes again;
Rum & Raisins, Blueberry American and their weekly-special:caramel.i will do all that necessary raving in joybites, instead. but all i have to say is their cheesecakes are the best you can ever find. simply heavenly!
the pretty angel-theme decor of the cafe.i felt like a total taitai there lar. Lying back on the comfy soft sofa, taking bites of the fabulous cheesecakes, reading magazines and sipping icy-cold water. okay great, i will make my return again! the wonderful day ended with an fricking 1 hour plus troublesome bus journey home. but it was a day well-spent (:
elaine ; always remembered
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