Friday, June 24, 2005
everything is my life has became depressing todae. after i got pissed wif someone. now even my regular photohost is giving up on me. i haf nthg to say. 
u noe i start to wonder bout wat has become of me now. i used to be that cheerful elaine who makes others laugh. and after i got to noe someone,i started to get crazed and i changed unnoticably. i spent more time on the internet, i studied less, worst, i started to declare depression days which never had existed before this. maintaining this frenship is far more stressful then having haunted geog lessons in the it resource room. perhaps many of u noe who i am referring to, and can see the amount of efforts i put it for the person. lemme tell u this, nthg i did was worth it. it has finally reached an end and im giving up. eva wondered where the old elaine is? i officially announce she probably flew to faraway land. the one u see n talk to now is the depressed one who has sadly broken down. i mite return, but only after i learn to accept the term " forgive n forget". i can forgive, but i can never forget -this is wat you told me. todae. met ddy n sab to carry out the physcis experiment. 
this was sure hard work! but it succeeded, so its worth the time...but im hesitant to say if its worth the time being ur fren;
elaine ; always remembered
5:56 AM
